In front of my two eyes, the boy n the girl trapped themselves in a glamorous evening. I was not in a jealousy, of course, because the boy is my foster brother. I was glad to see them.
So sorry that I'd distrusted bfore. I think they r differently backgrounded. But, their big smile just totally broke my prejudice. I know they are solemnly happy for the relationship. And I believe they will be, forever.
Sure, it is their destiny. Part of their love story. A man and a woman, together found what love is.
To whomsoever who wills to spend the rest of life with me, I wish I can find u soon. I'll pick u. Look for the meaning of love all together. Then, I'll marry u. Struggle to be the best for u. and.. Draw a permanent smile on ur face. Every time....
The last I tried to love a gal was long time ago. It was so bad that I am not able to throw my shit-feelin away, yet. I dropped in perplexity; May I.... May I love her more than a friend?
Oh, damn! No... No.. No... I've some bad memories about love. It is mostly make me fall down. I still clearly remember how love make my life broken. Such a discrepancy that everythin done by, only made me hurt. But ya, I agree, it was a tasty experience...
For self-awareness, there are something to do as soon as possible, more important than love. It is about finding the lost loosen passion, fixing it, and re-arranging some new targets. Love will not give a meaningful differentiation for this recent times. I wish love will come when I am ready enough to let down. Wish me luck!
